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Life could be so depressing. I really don't know what's really happening to me. This is crazy! I ain't like this before. I'm so scared what will happen next. If I could just turn back the time and do the right thing for myself and focus the things that I need to focus. A lot of things are bothering me when the semester started. And all I wanna do is just to have fun and forget all the things that keeps on bothering me. This is crazy! I always tell my parents that I'll study hard and do my best. But I guess I was telling a lie to them. Sometimes I really wanna study but then this attitude comes and its being lazy.  Lately, I tried my best to s

I really don't know how i think for this guy. He seems so weird but he strikes me so hard. Every time he's around a noise coming from my heart beats so hard and a smile of my inner self. For i don't want the people around me to notice how i think for him. Well let me just keep it to my self and to my friends who already knew for i don't want him to know. This might coz trouble in our friendship and i dont want that to happen. Coz I might miss the way he is to me.

yesterday i stayed at home whole day facing the pc and watching antm cycle5  [america's next top model] in youtube. and my evening was a blast! i attended a party in our neighbor's house and there were live bands. i love live bands! we were drinking and partying and had a great time headbanging with my neighbors. i met someone and he was great. but he freaks me out when he said 'maybe we were meant for each other' huwaaaaaat!? are you kidding me!? maybe not. we just met and i don't even know you dude. but he's ok. he makes me laugh so hard and that's what i like but not him. ahihi. when i told my neighbors that i have to go he offered his han