Life could be so depressing. I really don't know what's really happening to me. This is crazy! I ain't like this before. I'm so scared what will happen next. If I could just turn back the time and do the right thing for myself and focus the things that I need to focus. A lot of things are bothering me when the semester started. And all I wanna do is just to have fun and forget all the things that keeps on bothering me. This is crazy! I always tell my parents that I'll study hard and do my best. But I guess I was telling a lie to them. Sometimes I really wanna study but then this attitude comes and its being lazy. Lately, I tried my best to study hard so I wont let my parents down. But I guess it's too late. Damn it!